the hard yards
to William ‘Pop’ Rumble
my grandfather
on my mother’s side
had the kind of look
in his blue eye that
put the wind up me,
a sharpness that
seemed to me, in
my heedless and
running years,
said he saw to
the bottom of me
and what i was
up to,
and who knows,
perhaps what i
would and
wouldn’t
become.
he’d done
the hard, the
rotten yards
between trenches
and from the merry-go-
round of machine-gun
fire at passchendale*
carried his life back
in one piece to drive
his locomotives up and
down the hard-won track
our towns were stitched
together with.
his mates
from old war
days no doubt
said he was
strict, a sour
bugger
for
on anzac day
he’d walk in
no dawn parade
to let the chill of
bugle call unhinge
him, he’d enter no
pub and no drop
of beer would touch
his lip that day
lest in a moment’s
foolishness, a careless
bloody laugh, he
might be seen to
betray the catalogue
of horrors he kept
back in mind and
nightmare, and
even more,
lest anyone think
he saw something
to celebrate in
heroic and
drunken tears
and oaths
over something
that never should
have been.
25 april 2018
*This World War One battle on October 12, 1917 cost the lives of 845 New Zealand soldiers on that day with the total the rising to 950 with the deaths of the wounded in the following days.
feel i’ve gleaned some essential thing about this man. I understand this attitude, tho not of course the horror that inspired it. I had an uncle like this, Peter. He fought in Russia. was not the same man when he made it home, so i’m told. hard & bitter he was when i knew him, but I loved him truly. Excellent poem.
Many thanks, Marco. I remember him pulling me aside one day, and saying that if someone offers me the chance to go to a war, just say ‘No thanks!’ Glad that you could relate this to someone close. The irony is I go to every Anzac dawn parade to remember him who never would!
I remember you mentioning him in a poem & comment a few years ago. I think you and your grandfather are both right.
easter and the anzac usually. My most recent post is the Easter inspired poem which is growing as we speak
thanks peter…I have forgotten to pen my annual Anzac poem
Oh, you have the habit as well. Dean? Mine started just a few years ago but has been ‘on-time’ so to speak every Anzac Day.