Cognitively screaming through these many instruments, vibrations, theoretical
tools, desolate and disposed of you observe me Empty-handed. preparing this ripe harvest. Its produce gourmet.
Gluttonous arent you, as your voyeur invoked you Gorge,a fleeting attempt to sate this new hunger.
saturated with repetition,familiar this stinging rain, the shiver that will See me doomed in this downpour yet again.
Be Cut by our courtesies, Gloating incognito. they’ll all watch me prove them right.
Nonetheless in times of my darkest stumblings and sheer torment seasons, I undoubtedly falter like clockwork wound by uncoiling springs and timed with a bent cog mechanism, teeth missing and crooked like a drunken sailors grin, angry like churned seas, sadness in waves.
Cold and Wandering aimlessly im to be found soaked in fury filled trenches, dug in and overwhelmed.
Hiding from the tears of lonesome dawn memories,
The panic of love. lost sunrises firing frustration quilled anxieties that fail to meet there mark, like arrows from my long dead battles.
Powerless to scream at the ocean any longer or hold much more regret that is weighted heavily like whole world’s bearing down on my shoulders, vast and absurd, tearing at ones fabric.taking me down one kiss at a time,constantly diluting my intentions, leaving the substance thinned, a watered-down husk in the bottom of a societal sluice trap.
perpetual, diminishing,becoming”not worth knowing”.
, thoughts unravel and spread, like rot through what’s dead.
These Letters splinter across realities, one man’s introverted dimension,
flat and somehow hollow my bleakest reality.
Ink to paper, endlessly shaped by existences pen, gaze upon my offerings Words stumbled over that tie tongues in tight knots, nothing to be heard as the noise spills forth, thundering.
torrential.
Whispering over the broken levie and onto these pages, leaves me Ravenous and insatiable. forever filling the plate at expressions table, spewing forth and unfolding manifestations napkin, cutting to release all that the mind cages. Panicked with nothing left. what burns internally rages eternally.lessons learnt fierce and scalding, yet the feast on offer there is forever unfolding.
